Life

I know what I want out of life. I know what I want to do with my life, everything. I just don't know exactly how to get there. I know I'm quite young to be pondering this, but I know what I want and I what I want the most is a plan.

I want to become an elementary school special ed teacher. I want to go to college for four years to achieve that. After I finish college, I want to start teaching and while I'm teaching attend college either at night or online and get my masters.

When I go to college, I want to either go to WKU or Bellarmine. I've been to Western several times and know the campus fairly well, so a campus visit is not necessary. Bellarmine, on the hand, I have never been there! I've just seen what the website has to offer and that is never a good representation of a college. Both of them are very good schools for my intended major so I don't think that's a problem. I just wish I knew which one.

What bothers me, I think, is the uncertainty. Granted, there is always going to be uncertainty in the future. But this amount of uncertainty just stresses me out beyond belief. I'm not even a senior yet but I feel like I should have an idea of the college I should go to. I know I'm ahead of most juniors by knowing what I want to do but that doesn't make me feel any better.

Main point - UNCERTAINTY SUCKS!